So your first angelversary has been and gone. Obviously you were in my thoughts that day just as much as you are in my thoughts every day. We cuddled up on the sofa and watched paw patrol and cake wars whilst drinking water and ice and eating apples. I had mine whole and laughed knowing that you would absolutely not stand for apple that wasn't expertly peeled and sliced. Then we went to McDonald's and ordered your favourite, chicken nuggets, chips, bbq sauce, water and a toy followed by a sugar doughnut. I like to think that you were with us as I'm pretty sure you wouldn't miss sofa huggles and McDonald's! I have so many happy memories of you and me on the sofa, you singing along to the paw patrol theme tune and doing the little 'ruff' at the end. I also have, probably, too many memories of our trips to McDonald's on the way back from chemo. You used pay from the back seat much to the delight of the sever. You don't need me to say it but, I will anyway, I miss you every single day and I will love you for ever more, lots of love Muma xxx